Wednesday, 5 August 2015

Evil Under the Moon

 I know, 11 PM is not an apt time to wait at the bus stop, but you've to blame my boss for that. That night, I had no one to accompany me except for the crickets, moonlight and the trash lying on the road. 


Amidst that trash was a half torn newspaper, proffering a smile which drew my attention. I walked few steps ahead with a desire to see the face that owned the mesmerising smile. But the edible item sprinkled with the spices and salt, formerly kept in that piece of paper, already shed off its colour on the picture and the news. All I could read was, that a lady named Vandana Desai, living in East Delhi, had been murdered. I threw the paper down and headed back to the bus stop only to find a dazzling creation of almighty, a pretty lady, sitting there. I had no idea how my eyes missed her arrival.

 She was beautiful. Not solely because of her wide eyes and graceful features, but also because of what she was reading - “Evil under the sun.” And how can one reader not walk up to another on finding her reading his favourite book? The more I walked towards her, the more beautiful she seemed to be. It seemed as if she was stealing all the glow from the moon, to look the way she looked that night

. I swallowed the lump of hesitation down my throat and went ahead to initiate the conversation. In the next few minutes she electrified my senses with her know-how of Agatha Christie. Unfortunately, the arrival of bus impeded our conversation. As soon as I caught the bus, I turned back to ask her something, which I should’ve asked her earlier, her name.

 ''Hey, your name?'' 

''Vandana Desai'' she smiled. 

And in her smile I saw the reflection of the photograph I had seen in the half torn newspaper. 

''Who are you talking to young man?'', asked the conductor. 

“Evil under the moon” I replied as I saw the vacant seat at the bus stop.

-Ayush Srivastava

Saturday, 1 August 2015

Destiny


It's 11:45pm and I feel so sleepy. Whole day long I have been working and I feel so tired right now but still my eyes are wide open. I look at the clock, still 14 minutes to go. Tick tock, tick tock, I see the minute bar of the clock constantly moving. TIME and DESTINY are those two golden words which just makes me feel speechless. So ironic right?

I know, you must be wondering what am I talking about. Well, I am talking about "HER". You know, she is turning 18 in a few minutes, yes, it's her birthday. I am so glad today and obviously I want to be the first person to wish her but I just feel like time is moving so fast. Seems like yesterday when we celebrated her 17th birthday and now I see her, it's been an year but still I feel like it's a matter of a while ago. At times, I feel so strange when I see life and time taking new turns and exploring new junctures so fast. Is it magic or is it destiny?

DESTINY, a small word with a really big significance. I feel no matter what we think, what we plan, what we desire. Whatever is written, is written and it will happen no matter what. Yes, in this past 1 year, we argued, we faught and even broke up but still we got to be together and this is what destiny is. Those who are meant to be together, will be together. May be that's why even after so many cumbersome problems I am again here, waiting, waiting to wish her on her birthday. I didn't even realize when the clock struck 12. I called her, she picked, I was silent for a moment, a tear dropped from my eye. "Atleast wish me you fool" she said amusingly.

I wiped my small tear and said "I love you so much" She seemed a bit stunned but I could feel how glad she was hearing it coz she knew those words came out straight from my heart. I said, "Happy birthday and I wish in future also we celebrate every birthday of yours together, love you so much" I think my words were her best birthday gift ever, I could feel that somehow. After conversing with her and feeling the love I realized that LIFE IS DESTINY.

Yes, we don't know if in future, we will be together or not, neither do we know how things are gonna work but we just know one thing that our love is true and pure, we have faith on ourself and on our love, somewhere at the core of our heart we know, may be we are meant to be together, forever and ever but we have now left it all on destiny, to play it's role. Today, I just pray and I just wish to be with her always, I just wish for her well being and to celebrate her every birthday, joyfully, till I take my last breath............

-Ayush Srivastava

Nothing Last Forever

It's raining outside. Atmosphere has cooled down since the rain begin. I am lying under the blanket on my bed and fan above is moving slowly. A sweet slow music from my phone makes perfect atmosphere to write.
You know nothing last forever. There is nothing that stays same forever. If it was so, the coffee wouldn't cool, cigarette wouldn't end, and feeling, they Would always remain the same.
It all start from the day you meet someone in your life. You start sharing everything, from asking for food, hobbies and hell lot stuffs. Days keep passing by and you think she is your soulmate.
But then the frequency of conversation starts interrupting and equilibrium of relationship starts shaking. Sometimes you cry silently and sometimes there is a rain of harsh argument.... Hatred starts buzzing your mind and who's not familiar with the result.... Once Best friends, now strangers.
'' Rim-jhim, Rim-jhim baras rahi thi, uski yaadey quatra-quatra...''
the pain breaks the bond.. Makes you mad but you can't do anything... The only solution is to keep quite because talking on the same can make the things more complicated. Moreover what's the point in rebuilding the burnt relationship. No matter how hard you try, you can't get that feeling back...
''Barish or mohabbat dono hi bohat yaadgar hote hai..,
Barish mein jism bheeg jata hai, or mohabbat me ankhain.''
Nothing last forever.. Not even the sleepless nights and hopeless days..
-Ayush Srivastava.